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Save up his money to get this beautiful bike. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253713949-8JKR59NT04DJH5X57GXD/IMG_2313.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - What a truck We could just imagine him buying this truck. It was so Zane. And so nice to sit behind the wheel. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253971465-LGN6Z0HIUKAB9PZI2VFV/File_004.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - And then it rained ... As the rain started, we got into his truck. With no insulation, the rain pounded on the roof. And the wind flapped the slats at the back of the truck. The thunder howled. Lightning everywhere. It was like the sky felt my pain. It was moving. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253970755-H673LP5K9461JHB7KQQN/File_008.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Miss you He knew how much I loved him. 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Here's the beginning of hundreds of miles of national park highway. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253718104-N1FBUTYQ354JHDPXKJKE/IMG_2326.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - "Fellow" bikers We bumped into an amazing set of friends headed out on the parkway for a vacation. I got to know one of the ladies pretty well in a short period of time... https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253933093-SJRJM66KP9SKI6HLFF5O/File_007+%281%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Peace Out ... because she had lost her 16 year old daughter in a car accident. Her pink harley had a "Peace Out" on it. We hugged and cried. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253694146-UDPCQOGE52234CKO7QK1/IMG_2328.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Beautiful bridge At the beginning of the parkway ... https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253697119-P29L49UK8YIX40UDRED9/IMG_2339.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Peaceful moutains A view from the bridge into the tranquility on a beautiful summer day. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253683686-XU3EG7D6F5UL610RUO0N/IMG_2350.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - What a view We saw why he loved to ride his bike on this road https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253922432-TDOYI20DK9S9CFS2V649/File_001+%282%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - A Remembrance The guardrail seemed the perfect place https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253951363-VLGW32Z4YCXL9MQHI2WQ/File_009.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - To remember my baby RIP my Zane. You loved this road. Now it will always remember you too! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253679394-PPJ2ZVKG1EVCXK1LP4EG/IMG_2351.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Hopeful "There's always something more for you. Just go find it."I took a picture to remind myself that. I'll find my new normal. Someday. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253793033-YIEAW4RW6FG5U2H9FV77/File_008+%284%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - TN Tags Took this so I could play the lottery. I don't play but wouldn't it be funny if I won? https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253821993-664TXC3AD093KL6534IM/File_007+%284%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Blue is my favorite color As it was my mom's too. Many of our cars. And Zane's beautiful eyes. I loved he had a blue bike. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253618688-F9DCEKV9WZT4YBTA6ZX9/IMG_2433.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - I could hear him laughing... I could barely hold it up. There's no way I could drive it. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253625825-TRP4OHLX1O9VO55YZ7BK/IMG_2431.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - But I tried This is the best I could do. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253612567-4G1X1OTN7N69OV3WT6DR/IMG_2450.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Thinking I didn't realize David shot this. I was trying not to cry. Just thinking about how this bike that he did crazy things on actually saved him for a long time. I'm so glad he got it. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253597951-K78GC6SDZ9HCYEMBLQF8/IMG_2455.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - <3 It was the closest thing to a real hug I could get from him. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253761959-DK1BX5P6XB23QHF9VLQH/File_004+%281%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - A natural Zane would have loved to talk to David about it. The bike was meticulous. As shiny and new as the truck was worn and old. But completely Zane. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253774684-FXYLCMQFFP4CDRR2ZGZT/File_007+%285%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Vroom We didn't have a key... https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253655010-XNIP9HVOCZVQP341RF8D/IMG_2404.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Only Zane Could have loved this truck. It needed someone with "a vision" https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253835834-1LRCUVRVDEPRWLZ2S2VZ/File_008+%283%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - LOL We actually stopped crying as we broke into laughter with the "custom" label. That was one word to describe his truck. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253626479-YIIPEANSA4BZ2QG11Y5J/IMG_2419.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Now that's a dashboard Gotta love the no frills approach https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253639811-1A8YTQDDXPMT3LSXZGGF/IMG_2414.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Styling Bench seat! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253645371-DZDYG1FBGUNAFYHXGN7M/IMG_2409.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - The world's best repair item Duct tape https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253638066-4XIP149RBTFBX45OWO8T/IMG_2410.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - A true fixer upper That's ALL that was in there. Duct tape. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253822032-1R7RZX8XQD8R9PG7VP5E/File_002+%282%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Innovation David admiring the innovative approach to the back of the truck. It would have been ideal for transporting his bike. That was the idea... But now Zane's truck is on its way to us in CA! How funny will it be to have that parked in the land of Tesla :) https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253668060-QIHYCC8ZKL48K6V7UEWX/IMG_2379.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - My baby It was so beautiful. Just the three of us. Me, David, and Zane. I got to kiss my baby goodbye. In that beautiful spot between the eyebrows. And touch his hair. So sweet. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253670821-XJP7B0LSVBUPWVFUVR2K/IMG_2373.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - A kiss I got to kiss my brother, mother, and son goodbye. I loved them. They loved me. That's as good as you can ask for. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253893129-FU171127WRBLH44QXUPB/File_001+%283%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Hugs I always loved this picture. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253887319-MW1ZFSPMA2CS5X8IZZ7I/File_008+%281%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - More hugs David giving hugs and kisses as well. Trying to stay peaceful while grieving. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497256262848-VR2FHH0NATL5D59D17CW/File_007+%282%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Memories I took pictures of so many good times. And they stayed with him. The big one is of him teaching Sammy to fish. That was a beautiful day at the beach in California. We had such good times here. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497256307893-54FQ59L4PMPYZ52NLALH/File_005.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Laughs Look at those two laughing ... https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253854671-LSBXYO0FFE36NRDJPY7R/File_000+%282%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Zane's favorite food We spent some time in Nashville ... seeing where he went. This was his favorite restaurant - it's on Vanderbilt's campus. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253861295-3UKWRNHGKW7YXL2ADOL1/File_008+%282%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Philly pretzels Not exactly ... but apparently he loved the warm pretzels with a beer cheese https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253871492-1BPZ0CYMO3HOW4I7SE3E/File_006.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - That's a moose And other things up on the wall. He would laugh that he got me to go into a bar with animals up on the walls. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253592789-HTC7I0ESNLE1JQEA45GC/IMG_2459.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Hello Nicole Kidman Yeah. She was on our plane. I was crying too hard to see. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253588106-K5GV9D2N6BLNFW146YLP/IMG_2463.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Goodbye It was so hard taking off in the airplane. It felt like he was really gone. Someday we'll go back. And take the kids back. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253732612-L2NTRJ30IX8ME2OSQMSD/File_001+%284%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Flight delayed ... again Waiting in Dallas for our flight to SFO felt like forever. This helped a little. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1497253723021-529W4KFHI45IP7WG4XMK/File_000+%283%29.jpeg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Goodbye ZK I love you. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726631089-2TK954ERH9LZJXO680BU/1+-+tunnel.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Thru the Mountains to the Cove Gray Whale Cove is just south of Pacifica which is just a few miles from San Francisco https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726685489-VBIXWJ10B9DK7Z9SGUAD/70+-+view+south.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Beautiful Mountains To the east of the cove are the mountains https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726667867-W4CKMZGYVZJRENXB59XH/71+-+view+down+south.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Gray Whale Cove It was one of the first beaches we all went to when we moved to CA https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726713238-OK167Z8GZOD6N2Z998S1/74+-+view+east.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - More mountains It's iust a beautiful spot https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726508274-ZCMZ6IVT56SCBKO5UG7Q/70-5+-+view+up+flowers.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Purple mountain flowers https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726643899-7JQB17NW54H3NY7BKH8P/2.5+-+view.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - The Path You're pretty high up on the cliffs when you park. You have to start on this path https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726627719-9736JIPGE3TP0J991DJF/4+-+steps.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - And then go down Sammy counted the 149 steps to get down to the beach https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726598889-FU5KSBP7Y5THSCTZW8Y1/18+-+beach+view.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - A perfect day No filters needed. Just mid-70s, sunny, and a nice breeze. A perfect beach day. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501725042678-1CAK69QRXKU52MFS9VPW/48+-+ocean.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - The beautiful coast It's a magical little cove https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726480392-GS9HNR2XDA3UULFOUJT8/19+-+playing.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Hangin' Out We were joined by a few close friends and our immediate family to have some beach fun https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726614079-CMV4NBHH0P6PPX2NSAOX/10+-+gathering.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Food and sun Lots of yummy food ... https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726664859-X89RVFUTD2RK8KM82PV7/21+-+getting+cake.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - MMMMmmmm Getting ready for cake and donuts https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726610508-4X0YP18GE4GK5318BL4O/23+-+cake.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - A cake made from the heart A sweet girl made this birthday cake for Zane. It melt my heart. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726597458-YNR820B9HDRAAVKK4PY5/25+-+donut+S+B.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - And donuts Sammy & Briana enjoying some Happy Donuts https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726654330-HYNPZ2K790IG6EK4BCJD/26+-+sam+donut.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - Donuts! Zane would be smiling! https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726588867-AUAEXSHOI8SGN3MPJ48Y/20+-+playing+jess+sam.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Beach fun https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726622662-R0YXB3L4ARHHNMFDGA3O/8+-+gathering.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - With friends https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726656257-R3NYJCKRR9H1BB041ON0/9+-+gathering.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - More friends https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726502104-Q4L8HSETSN6FO2YKP542/64+-+crash.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - The beautiful surf Powerful yet serene. Kinda like Zane. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726516127-NMO8LTFY2RSVREYPCE7R/50+-+rock.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - This is the place https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726581990-WCJFAEO1HVHDBE3BZHJL/43+-+walk.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye It was hard to get the energy to say our farewells https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726569405-71OHOKEQCVBXLOFICE06/55+-+DM+hug.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726586300-HCTJ3H4GQAWLNWJRYHX5/43+-+jess+mare+sam+hug.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726561663-TJY5AQ55YUR09A2GRQXO/56+-+david+reading.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - When Great Souls Die David read a beautiful poem by Maya Angelou. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501743059315-Q6H85W9DLLQXZ90PCGSR/Screen+Shot+2017-08-02+at+11.50.19+PM.png Our Peaceful Goodbye - When Great Souls Die Click here to read the entire poem https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726565029-37C2KF4EHXU6V6EOOK0Q/51+-+petals.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Flowers to spread Thanks to a dear friend who brought them to be part of our farewell https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726572365-7N4MI5BPCY8FO4ZRVHCT/52+-+petals.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726573225-KRKZ6Y4XUUIO836MMEOL/53+-+handing+petals.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726496720-YRSL0ND4R1WW2YXAFQOU/40+-+box.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726580387-9OPQJXC2GOALIL9I0IH4/49+-+ocean.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726552091-SJDP1CNJZXG4T9VNVIES/58+-+headed+to+wave.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye - Time to return him to the sea As he wished - and as I wish for me - we sent his ashes into the sea. Someday I'll join him there. But for now, I can think of him every time I go to the beach. https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726552874-PTN1S5WKJ7QMQGZD41X4/59+-+at+waves.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726540225-3WL2T90847IY751UOTEA/60+-+spreading.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726503800-ITWLIL4GESMU654XEQAR/67+-5+-+sea.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726464848-2HH2DFGKGMGZ9GRNG4FQ/66.5+dr+hugs.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726465642-L8FN72NJWH1EF0VI9VCH/66.8+dr+hugs.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726478283-CUGLDLWWI8HEI3ZJO43H/62.5+hugs.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726526499-N6SPBWP85OJYRP7NKTS6/62+-+hugs.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726527923-53AZO3WAG6HG6KVAIV48/61+-+hugs.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726520074-HM0LDQPTGE79AJARA015/63+-+hugs.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726540374-9R3L9WLR8524Z32GRHGN/57+-+done+reading.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501725043191-VMCC73STSOT5B339BKR7/66-+silence.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726561458-Y1E1XYZTPGV0CNYAXE3I/54+-+getting+ready.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726716879-9X03YP5LJJS4NOB4T6TV/69+-+sand.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726505748-EKWMTXB9I995UJ95PK0E/68+-+legs.jpg Our Peaceful Goodbye https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726704478-NS4N9581RGIKN9LBDUQ9/73+-+view+down+north.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - And the sun set https://images.squarespace-cdn.com/content/v1/5931dbd315cf7d2c9b67ce35/1501726677866-04WBOFMPUHJXFOAWVQ6E/72+-+view+north.JPG Our Peaceful Goodbye - It was beautiful It was everything I wanted it to be. A beautiful and serene farewell to my big hearted, big brained, and well loved Zane. I will miss you til the end of my days. I wish you were still here. I don't know quite what I'm going to do without you.